annisa larasati

Is it happend to me? Actually, I don't know. But, I feel like that. That's really same. I'm afraid to tell my mom. I can't imagine what she act to me if she know. I don't want make her sad or think about that. God please give more chance to alive. I still have more mistakes and less goodness. I still want to make a lot of good things for everybody. I still want to make my parents, my brother, and my sister happy and proud of me. I still want be a cheerful teenager. I still wanna be a doctor. I still want to hang out with my best friends. I still want to find a good boy for my future. I still wanna be a good mother for my children later. I still want to have twins baby. I still want to  do all the things that I never so. I still want to travel around the world. I still wanna be a good moeslem. I still want to make everybody smile, laugh, and happy because of me. There are so many things that I want to do. But, I never know can I do all of that? I never know! But, I hope...God, You still give me more time to do that. I always hope that.